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Joanne's avatar

So well captured …. And I resonate . How well I recall as I was going through “stuff” saved for “ someday “ & recognized that was no longer a living construct …..🙏

Stephanie Kleine-Ahlbrandt's avatar

Oh, that's it. The someday shelf. Thank you for reading... and for that.

Silvia Danailov's avatar

Thank you Stephanie for sharing your thoughts and emotions. I am inspired by you to live my life better. Sending you much love from Viet Nam where am based now

Stephanie Kleine-Ahlbrandt's avatar

Thank you. And Vietnam... one of my favorite places on earth. Love back to you.

Dcash1957@att.net's avatar

I love your writings. They not only speak to me. They speak for me

E.J. Flynn's avatar

So beautifully expressed. So wonderful that Darya and Luna (and the rest of us) are with you on this journey. And we really are!

Stephanie Kleine-Ahlbrandt's avatar

Thank you. Darya and Luna have been extremely committed. So have you.

Sam Smith's avatar

Beautifully written

Stephanie Kleine-Ahlbrandt's avatar

Thank you, Sam! You know this material better than most! :)

Still Becoming with Liz's avatar

Your essay is a beautiful reminder that life isn’t lived in the certainty of tomorrow but in the willingness to keep showing up today. I was especially struck by your description of losing the future tense. It made me realize how often we assume next year, next season, or even next month is waiting for us. Thank you for sharing such an honest and moving reflection, and for reminding us that there is still so much life to be lived in the middle.

Stephanie Kleine-Ahlbrandt's avatar

Thank you so much for reading it that closely ! And for subscribing! It means a lot.

Rachel Johnson's avatar

Thank you for sharing. It cartainly makes us think/be aware.

Mary Hennock's avatar

I adore your writing Stephanie, especially your precision and clear, quiet courage. Thank-you for nurturing the rest of us. A big, strong hug to you. x

Stephanie Kleine-Ahlbrandt's avatar

Thank you, my friend. A big hug back across all these years and miles! XXXX

Charlotte Oldham-Moore's avatar

Beautiful

Leslie Feeley's avatar

Oh this is beautiful. What an interesting take on the subtle way cancer has changed our vocabulary. I didn't fully realize it. 'Tomorrow I go'. I wonder if we as a culture have done us all a disservice as kids constantly living and talking about the future tense. It's something you have to unlearn with this kind of diagnosis. I know being more fully present is a gift too. I see that more now. But still I miss it. Thank you for all your writings. 💚